My paradox

At times,

I wish I were a woman

so that I could cry

but I recall

its not Manly to whimper

so I ball up

not bawling

but then...

that's why I wish I was a woman.

I Miss you

The smile,

Yes! That smile

That’s what won my heart

Perfect...Exquisite!

Made just for me

Showed just to me

In my arms as you lie

Feels so good

Your skin on mine

Fingers entwined

Eyes locked

Lips approach…

Ha!

Eyes stutter open

Am all alone

I wonder!!

Well,

Dreaming won’t get me locked up?

Slowly I close my eyes

Reality too harsh…

The smile… there it is again!
DAMN!!!

...I miss you!

Liquor!!

Coward, monster, vicious brute

Friend to thief and prostitute

Heartless, Godless, hell’s delight

Crude by day and lewd by night

Conscience dulled by demon rum

Liquor, thy name’s

#Delirium